About Me


      I came to be in February, 1976, born and raised in Riverside, CA.   I am a mother of six, three out of school, three just getting started. The youngest are all in scouts so that means I am too. I regularly volunteer in their classrooms in excess of six hours a week, and love every minute of it. All six are beautiful, spontaneous, vibrant, frustrating, amazing, heartbreaking, motivating and so much more than I could ever put into words. They will always be my driving force that no one can ever come close to. They are my everything.

      I have a wonderfully smart, hard working husband. He rarely has to manage the household, that’s my job, but he is amazing when it comes to building anything. He is also the greatest chef! He is always there to lift me up when I am at my lowest. He’s there to kick me into high gear when I’m dragging. He’s there to remind me that I AM someone when I completely doubt myself and my abilities. He stands beside me when I don’t deserve to have him there. He rescued me from myself. He is my other half, always and forever. 
     
     I am surrounded by a network of close friends and family that have stuck by me to hell and back. That is why you are reading this now. If not for tough love and their unconditional support, I shudder to think where I’d be today. Without them, I am only me. With them beside me, I am beautiful, brave and full of light. I am able to see me shine in their eyes and that gives me the confidence to embark on this journey, now, as I am writing these very words to you.

      I am an average housewife and mother. I have Bi-Polar and a little O.C.D. added in for good measure. I struggle daily with my disease, just as so many of you out there. I stress over finances and worry continuously about my children.  My jeep breaks down and overheats so that I am constantly worried about it stranding us somewhere. I'm even missing a couple of teeth cuz at this time, I have no health insurance! (Thankfully, my hubby and children do!) Yet I never let that keep me from smiling!  I am like so many of you out there. If I can encourage just one person to follow their dreams and make a go of it, then this website will have served its purpose. I want to show you that it can be done.
 
      I challenge you to watch me as I make my dreams come true.

      I dare you to make your dreams become a reality.

      Please join me, one step at a time, and let my story, open the door to yours.


A. Rayne




I'm Back!!!
It has been a while, had life happen for the past few months. Never had the book far from my thoughts....the characters wouldn't let that happen anyway! Well, i've completed my sponsorship letter and will begin that new journey soon! i've also completed the prologue and pretty sure i'm done with chapter one!

I'll keep you all posted!

My son is my hero!
After watching the bravery of my 9 year old son in the giant dentist chair during his first extraction, i reflect back on the fears i had as a child and think ahead to what the next year will bring with the dentist. With excess of 12 extractions, numerous fillings and lots and lots of cleaning to be done on our family, i hope the rest goes as well as this one did!

You are THE DUDE my son!!!!!

Mommy couldn't be any more proud of you without bursting into pieces!

No Writing Today...
With two kids home sick today....one with an infected tooth, the other...an earache, i suspect that the characters will have to wait until mommy can get these poor kids feeling better! The Tid is quite upset about all the special treatment my little chipmunk is getting. I simply told him that when his turn comes to have a tooth extracted, i'm gonna remind him that this is what he was wishing for!!!!

Family
Sitting here in my bedroom, my family spread about from one end to the other. took alot to get to this moment, but well worth the visit to times past and a walk through the present...hope it never ends! Sis and Bro-in-laws visiting and so is Bree! Tomorrow is a bonfire at the cave and Sunday.....DISNEYLAND!!!!

Sitting here listening to the sounds of my family enjoying each other and laughter, i realize how much i love them. Everything in my life that makes it hard....makes my love for them grow even stronger!

Hug the ones you love as soon and often as you can....it's healing for your soul!

Help!
So, the schoolyear has begun and so has scouts! So far my schedule stands as this:

Volunteering at school: Tues, Wed and Thurs in each o the
kids classes: about 6 hrs

Scouts: Weekly meetings on Mon, Tues and Thurs,
Monthly on tues.....this does not included
Den/Troop Activities which number about 3 per kid
per month!

I also have to go to dental appointments with my boys almost on a weekly basis for a couple of months til all is well with them there! Orthodontists will be visited too this month!

Between the kids, the animals, the house and everything else......i'm gonna write when!!!!

I'm putting the kids first in this one but i do make time every day to spend on my dream! Writing seems to come when it comes....

Thanks to all!
Thank you guys for all your positive feedback! It gives me hope that i'm going in the correct direction.

First Posting
I am offically putting this site up tonight! What an extraordinary feeling!

Baby Pride
All of my youngest children are in scouts. Tonight was one of the monthly pack meetings for my boys. Even through the loud screaming and teams of boys and a few girls running all around, it is well worth the effort! Worth the driving everywhere, kids getting sick, kids getting impatient, kids not wanting to go after you spent a fortune on the activity they don't want to go to! When your boys both come back so very proud of their achievements, you know that you would do it over, again and again....and then you realize...that you are!

No time for Mom!
How is it that a simple dental appointment can send my schedule spinning out of control. Nevermind that it took from 9:30 til 1, but why does it have to put my chores behind, my schedule off with the kids homework and of course dinner!

Mom's are super to be able to balance everything in their lives and their family's as well!

A shout out to all you awesome mom's out there!!!!

Buggies
Spent the whole darn day emptying the kitchen of absolutely everything. Our landlord, i completely appreciate him, but he left us BUGS! Frankly...i'm so tired of anything in the insect genre that i almost take pleasure when i kill one!

Mr Tid was convinced that we were moving AGAIN! We've moved 4 times in as many years, losing my family home built in the late 1800's! One move was was when this landlord wanted to trade houses with us and we moved after only living in that one for eight months! so i can understand my son's trepidation!

After assuring him many, many times that we were not moving just trying to kill all the bugs in the kitchen, he was just fine. In fact...he kept laughing as Butch was spraying under the cabinets that are under the counters and the disgusting bugs would go running for their lives! He kept saying...All you buggies are gonna go down!

Let's hope so....

Good Moring!
It's Saturday and Den (my early riser) actually slept in....right through the alarm....that woke me up....so i had to get up and turn it off. when i got back to bed i was wide awake! 6:15 we meet again! Love you den!!!

How many drops???
Do you know how many drops of water a penny can hold? My Littlest of Tids, the youngest boy, asked me this very same question when i met him when school let out. (i take turns with Grandma each day walking them the 12 mins to and from school, even though i think they don't like it! lol) He was quite proud to know information that i didn't, i could see it in the twinkle in his eye! He said, "we did an experiment, and i want you to guess!" He wanted all three of us, my other two kids, to guess. You bet i made them both do it too! oh, it was forty five....and i've seen the experiment about 50 times now! He's sooo Cute!!

Poor Butch!
My wonderful hubby spent hours on editing a pic for my site, line by meticulous line. I took a pic of him in his shorts only, jean shorts, mind you, and sent the proof of his unconditional support... Needless to say, he wasn't too happy when one of the girls told him he looked good last night!


I'm sorry my love! Promise to think before i send next time!!!

Back to school night
Went to back to school night with the kids...for the second time this week! Another year....wow does time go by ever so fast! My youngest is being bribed by his first grade teacher (Wonderful person!!)to both go to bed and get up in the morning with a positive attitude toward going to school! Now tell me this....what is his college professor going to bribe him with !!!! you have a LONG way to go son, you better find the good in school or ELSE!

Love you, Baby!

Boo
The School year has begun in my household. Yay! I take my childrens education quite seriously. I have already begun volunteering and love it! This year, however, my daughter Boo informed me that she is too old, (6th grade) to have me in her classroom. (SIGH) Well, at least i have a few more years with my boys! (but will still be there for my Boo when she needs me!)

Frustrating!
I'm finding that my lack of knowledge where anything computer is concerned, is truly slowing my progress with this site! I have decided to post the site at a set date, no matter what is completed and just pull it to work on it as i go! Need to light that fire under my bum...get me going! Now....to set that date.....

This is my blog
Working on the site today. looking forward to posting so that someone can actually see it!
My Thoughts as I Go!
                           Alexis as a Pseudonym

I want to remain anonymous for as long as my family needs me to be.  I'm not doing all this for riches and fame or I would be using my given name.  Although, I do often dream of owning my home, paying for several college tuitions and just being comfortable!  Truly, I am simply following a lifelong dream. 

I want my children to understand why mommy and daddy encourage them in all of their endeavors, no matter how often they change or short lived they are.  I want them to feel confident in pursuing any dream they have and to have them see the hard work and dedication it takes to make your dreams come true. 

I am, however, going to keep you posted on my life as much as possible.  I want you to be with me through the highs and lows.  If I'm to encourage anyone, I have to share it all!  So I will be blogging as often as I can to give you a glimpse into our lives!

To protect the identities of my very dearly loved ones, I will not be using any of their true given names or posting  any pics of faces or personal locations.  Please look below for the cast of people in my life.

Thanks for your understanding!

Alexis
Cast of Characters
                    (as it stands as I'm writing it)
Me................................................Mom, Wuv, Alexis
Husband.......................................Dad, Butch, Hairy
Oldest Daughter.........25............Bree, Bumble Bee
Next Daughter.............24.........................Bebe, Britt
Here's one more!.........19..................................Rain
Last Girl!.......................11...................................Boo
Boy #1...........................10........................Den, Dude
Boy #2............................7........................Ty, Mr. Tid
Grandma (hubby's mom)..........................Grandma

My Vixens   (The ones who pushed me into this!)

Vix # 1..................................My Muse, Sugarpants
      Husband....................................The Excavator
      Son # 1...................7....................................J
      Son # 2...................5...............................Bear

Vix # 2.....................................The Sexy Redhead
Vix # 3...............................Cole's Super Grandma
Vix # 4...She doesn't read the books, but i still love her!....Suzy

My Besties

Bestie # 1.........................................Mama Cakes
           Husband................................Not the Mama
           #1 Son..........................................Little Man

Bestie # 2........................................Supermom#2

Here's the first family member you can see a pic of...and I'll be updating it as he realizes he's a star!
                         Bear
Look for the only family member that will be written into book #1!
Here's Bear sitting with me while I'm attempting to write.  He seems to always know when I'm writing about him and i think he comes to make sure that i do it right!